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Sunday, March 28, 2004
I don't really love anyone that much anymore. Except Sam, Shimona and Steph. And Yamini and Nat. The 1H people. It's all back to them now. (And Clarissa and Jason and my brother but they're not 1H-ers so...um...they're in brackets. But they're not any less important.) Sure, I like a lot of people. But I don't love the people I used to love so much anymore.
And I think I'm going to start listening to my mother. She actually says some stuff that makes sense.
I can't seem to be making any more music. I suck. I keep getting caught in the middle of some tune and I can't continue. I've come up with some bass riffs and some melodies that go nowhere. And if I start off writing lyrics, I end up just scribbling all my thoughts and it all makes sense but it's not organised (does it really have to be?) and it's just too much for a song. It just becomes a whole lot of rambling. So I have a few sheets of what started off as songs but ended up as ramblings, and NO MUSIC. Ah! It'll come to me soon.
My right calf muscle is SO tight and cramped up. Oww. It fucking hurts. I think it's 'cause I went to school twice yesterday and I came home by bus and all that walking to and from the bus stop and ouch.
I have to go study now. I like studying. It takes my mind of all the shit I'm feeling about the people I used to love and whatnot. Stupid shit, I can't be bothered with them anymore. Study study study! Geekness!! Yay.
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