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Tuesday, May 25, 2004
I hate my parents sometimes. I told them that we got our results back today (we actually got them back last Friday, but I wanted to enjoy my weekend) and I told them everything, and they were TOTALLY unimpressed. Baba didn't say anything good about my distinctions and that was a downer, 'cause he usually praises me and at least gives me encouragement when he hears about my worse subjects. Mom, on the other hand, was being her usual bitchfaced self. She was going on and on and on about my D7. I was so fucking pissed, I got home and sat in my room, crying. Then I had lunch and I was really tired (was on the phone till 1 last night, talking to Sid, then Brish, then Sid again) so I was falling asleep, when I got woken up by the incessant knocking on my door. Stupid bitch Mom wanted to know what I was doing. FOR FUCK'S SAKE, I'M FUCKING SLEEPING!! Duh. Anyway, so I gave her my plate and told her to get lost and she started going on about how I should take off my contacts or they'll get stuck in my eye and I should wear glasses at home and bla di fucking bla. Then I tried to get back to sleep, but I obviously couldn't, seeing as she'd horribly destroyed it for me, so I went to watch TV and she came and started nagging AGAIN. I mean, oh my god, just give me a fucking break! So I'm sitting there shouting my ass off 'cause she just won't leave me alone and she's just going on and on about how she's right and I'm wrong about everything and whatever. So I try to ignore her and continue watching my show, but she starts up again about how she gets me tuition and I do so badly and blah blah blah, so I get ultra pissed-er and I chuck a pen at her (I wanted to throw the remote, but I have a little sense at least) and I leave. She's SO bloody annoying! STUPID FUCKING BITCH. I hate her so much. So so much. Plus, I'm supposed to go shopping with her in a while. She can forget that. Bitch.
Grrr.
On a niiicer note, Brish called from England last night and when I heard her voice, I started laughing and crying and I was a mess and she was all, "You're so mad" sorta thing. OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU BRISH! Okay, anyway, I realise that distance really doesn't matter when it comes to really close friends. It's like, even though we hadn't talked to each other for half a year, when we spoke last night, it felt like... I can't put it into words. It just felt like... Like... You know. Yeah.
Oh, on Sunday, during Chemistry tuition, I accidentally blurted out that I bleached my hair, and HornYi heard and I was like, "Shit. Did you hear that?" "Yeah." "Am I in trouble?" "Tomorrow." She's ruthless!! Okay, no, she's not. Anyway, I got all scared 'cause if I get booked once more, I gotta go for detention (and I do NOT wanna wash toilets), so I got home and cut my hair. By myself! See, I'd only bleached the tips, so it was quite alright. Heh, but still. Sunday's my Stupid Thing To Do day. Last Sunday, I was talking to Val and she mentioned Burger King's cheese nuggets, and I immediately went all the way to IKEA just to get them. What a Stupid Thing To Do.
I watched Elephant on Sunday night. I went alone. I think everyone should go out alone at any one point in their lives. It's absolutely wonderful. It's like, I didn't talk for a whole 4 hours, and I did whatever I wanted, went wherever I wanted, ate whatever I felt like eating, etc. It's great. I'd been looking forward to my self-date for the whole week. Heh.
Elephant was a good movie. Honestly. It's based on the Columbine High School shootout. The plot is just that (the shootout), but the way the film is shot is lovely. I loved how, when just one person was being shown at a time, everything around that person was blurred and even though the person wasn't doing anything but walking and all you could see of him was his back, he was the only thing in focus. I dunno why, that just struck me as really...striking. And how each kid was so normal. It just makes everything seem so normal, in the end watching the whole shootout felt as though it was meant to be normal as well. And the whole thing with the clouds and the music. It was just lovely. I was supposed to get a free coffee, since I saw the last show, but I didn't. :( It's a lovely movie, nonetheless.
I'd like to be shot (in my sleep or not), if I could choose how to die.
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