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Tuesday, February 08, 2005
I'm afraid to have kids for the sole reason that I may be an abusive mother. As much as I promise myself that I won't turn out like my own mother, I fear I'll lose control. When I woke up this morning, I went to Mom and asked her some random question and instead of answering me, she asked in this fucking annoying way, "When was the last time you dyed your hair?" It's fucking annoying, seeing as I DIDN'T dye my hair and it's only this colour 'cause I bleached it a little bit LAST NOVEMBER. So I got pissed off 'cause it was early in the morning, I'd just woken up, and here she was deliberately annoying me, and I shouted, "I DIDN'T DYE IT!!" and I kneed her. Really hard. Thing is, I kneed her in her knee so not only was she rolling around in pain, I ended up bruising my own knee. Anyway, that's besides the point. The point is, I have violent tendencies. And it's bad.
Come to think of it, I'm only violent with Mom. I can't think of any friend of mine who's been in fist fights with their moms. How nice it must be.
ANYHOW!!
I went to Megan's house today, after visiting MGS. It's so strange, the place. The teachers kinda freaked out when they heard I'm in council. Ms Ng was all, "Why do you choose to be good NOW? Break the rules in secondary school, then go to JC and make them, ah?" HAHA as if, Ms Ng! Well, at Megan's house we decided to make asparagus soup, from scratch. It turned out similar to chip dip. But it was nice anyway. We decided it's a good thing to have for meals, 'cause it's filling and it's healthy (except for the tons of butter we put in by "accident"). I miss Megan. Okay, I just saw her today. So I guess I'll miss Megan later.
Bumpo B. Edwin IV is busy attacking himself. I have such a schizophrenic cat.
Also, King Floppy McFiesty, better known as Blucifer, has swum away. I was tipping the vase into the sink to let the dirty water pour out, and Blucifer, unlike usual, swam WITH the current (as opposed to AGAINST it, of course) and into the sink. So I increased the tap, thinking that the sink would fill up and that Blucifer would be saved. But alas! The sink wasn't plugged, so Blucifer got pulled down into the plumbing with the tap water. It was SO sad. Sadder still 'cause it happened pretty slowly. Like, I was just standing there watching it happen. STUPID IDIOT FISH! I loved him!! He was my and Megan's friendship fish!!! (Which is ironic, 'cause he's a FIGHTING fish.) Anyway, I got a Replacement Fish. It's sort of uglier but it's quite pretty. (??) It's name is Bo. Like I was thinking of Rainbow but that's a gay name for any pet so it's Bo. Like, Little Bo Peep. Or Mr BoJangles. Or just Bo.
I wrote a song for my lost fishy. My favouritest fishy ever.
Oh, Blucifer! Why did you swim away? I wanted you to stay till the others died.
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